Friday, May 13, 2005
wed lost my wallet..!! haix..so sad lo..sori 2 say but i not upset abt e money or ez link card..those i can pay my parents back..but i sad abt e wallet n e neoprints inside..!! sigh..so sad lo..sobx..den suppose meet baby de..den end up cant meet cos no money n ez link card..haix..but he came over 2 fetch mi hm..hee..THANK YOU BABY DEAREST..!! but... haix..he n i noe wat happen aft dun wan 2 talk abt it... thx every1 4 showin ur concern 4 mi..hee..my darlings..baby..n classmates..*quite surprising..* hee..but glad tt i seen another side of them..hee..
HAPPY EARLY 27MTHS ANNI BABY DEAREST..!! hee..tml my anni..den wan go out de.. parents dun let lo..argh..!! so angry can..dar serene's parents let her go out till so late 2 day..i noe i not suppose 2 compare..but tinkin abt it make mi so upset..they tink tml i'll haf e mood 2 go out wif them? FAT CHANCE..!! i'll b so moody..haix..i said i gg out no matter they allow or not.. act my cousin ask mi 2 use his name..he dun mind cos he noe how i feel..haha..thx cousin..but i dun wan cos no use..i noe they wun believe..n.... plus wat's e pt? i wan my parents 2 accept him... argh..!! i cant stand e pain anymore..they say they wan wat is e best 4 mi..but den im hurtin so badly..!! how can dis b e best? haix... mayb im childish n all but i seriously need a life..!! cant believe my mum said tt now is e time 2 make more frdx 2 choose fr...n guess wat? how m i suppose 2 do that when i go sch..fin sch..go hm? crap la..life is so.....PREDICTABLE... im sick n tired of dis..i wan 2 try 2 b indepent..but when i do..i end up makin a BIG FAT FOOL out of myself..haix.. juz like wed.......
2day is final day of orientation..well..its a grand finale..accordin 2 e leaders..sia la..make us stay back..den e whole performance i onli liked abt 2 parts..haha..but ok la..thx them 4 puttin in so much effort..yupx..heex..den suppose 2 haf a party called 'jam n hop' i didnt feel like gg.. mayb i shld haf stayed den i wun haf felt so irritated now..haix..oh ya..thx dar serene help mi tied french plaits 2day..hee..though it wasn't tt tied..but i believe its nice..hehehe..thx..*huggies* hmm..i wan 2 say i haf great classmates..!! hee..though sometimes irritatin n lame..but they make mi laugh..hehehe..esp my gd frdx..!! hee.. during e break btwn end of sch n e start of e performance we played bowling..!! haha..not bad..fun..hee..though i cldn't play tt well cos e shoe kind of irritate my injured toes..haha..so dun tink i was on form 2day..nvm..hope next time we play again..hee..
I LOVE YOU TOO MUCH TO HURT U...
haix..wat shld i do?!?!?!?!?!
thinking of you @ 8:34 PM
Tuesday, May 10, 2005
i miss you baby dearest...
its official..haha..my frdx noe abt my r/s..hee..1 of my entreprenuership member say we gt fu qi lian..haha..heard ppl say oso..haha..well..some worst tink we r siblings..hahahaha..sigh..dun noe if e fu qi lian can make us overcome e obstacles tt come our way..esp dis 1 we r facing.. btw heard my mum say tt if a couple gt fu qi lian means they they'll always end up 2gether no matter wat happens..hee..even when quarrels..hee.. hope it's true 4 us..!! hee..
in nyp quite long le..but suddenly miss all my sjc frdx..n my life in it..seems so much more simple..how i wish can meet all my frdx in sjc soon..!! even those i hu were not close b4..n those hu i angry wif b4..k..i admit den will b awkward.. life in nyp is alright..hee..not bad leh..hehehe..i enjoy poly life more..hehehehe..so i didnt make e wrong decision..hee..
sigh..i realise i veri depent on my parents..im so tired of tt..but they r not helpin 2 make mi indepent..ok..mayb cos in their eyes i not responsible enough..sigh..i wanna b 'free'.. im tired of always stuck @ hm..honest..!! den b sent here n there..i noe they mean well..but haix..some may tink i siao..they so wan their parents 2 fetch them everywhere..haha..but 2 mi.... oh well..i shld n happy.. but...
saw mee hua in sch 2day..haha..mee kwan sis..act she suppose 2 b in my class de..den so cool..sec3-4 her sis in my class..den poly she in my class..haha..but.not fated..i so envy them sia..they both SOOOOOOOOOO pretty..!! hee..reali leh.. bleahx..
hmm..shld i do sth 2 my hair? hahaha..feel like leh..hee..we shall c..hehehehe.. lastly..*but not least* I LOVE MY BABY DEAREST..!! i'll keep my promise 4eva..*muack
thinking of you @ 8:48 PM
Sunday, May 08, 2005
im bored..cant study sia..dis wk end start 2 slack liao..die la like tt..haha..i cant conc..den hor go cms oso cant do e work..all anyhow do..haha..sian..oh well..shall try again lata..hee..
HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY..!! to all mothers..esp mine..hee..but well..i didnt get her anyting.. sori mum..shall try 2 get ur bday pressie soon..!! die la..dun noe wat 2 get any ideas? hee
i love you with all my heart...
thinking of you @ 1:00 PM
Saturday, May 07, 2005
i miss him so badly..
2day aftnoon went 2 meet yu ting cos she wanted buy uni fr mi..haha..but in e end she can fit in meanin its 2 big 4 her..nvm la..@ least gt 2 meet a frd which i dun noe when can meet again haha..miss every1 in mjc.. was suppose 2 take neoprint wif yu ting de..but end up she dun wan so nvm lo..haha..yeah..next time..hee..
mon gg 2 find a blouse which i can wear on tue..!! die la..cant find lo..sad..juz now try 2 find but cant..G2000 de..so ex..!! haha..den ya lo..mon shall go..hope my frdx can meet it..den can take neoprint..!! hee..
tired of tinkin liao..tired of hearin mum everyday tellin mi 2 study..!! argh..well..now in cms..tryin do e work..haha..yeah..shall call baby prince soon..!! hee..i love him so much..!!
thinking of you @ 9:16 PM
Wednesday, May 04, 2005
haha..now in sch com lab..waiting 4 teacher come..hehehe..so sian..
teacher come liao..hehehe..i crazy..
*8.37pm
back..aftnoon wanted type ting den teacher came den i became lame..haha..anyway was tryin 2 say tt everytime when my class end early..sure got sth come up de..sigh..make mi so irritated lo..aiyo..den 2day e entreprenuership lecture was so borin..i wasn't even listening so didnt get wat e lecturer was sayin..haha..den it was like half an hour onli..aiyo..waste our time.. den like my class n some other yr ppl onli lo..not full force..aiyo..so sian..
dar yen..muz meet up soon wor..hee..oh ya..update ur blog leh..hehehe..miss ya..
dar amelia..muz date out soon..!! take neoprints..haha..miss ya..
dar aud..hope tings r great 4 u..hee..miss ya..
dar serene..*newest dar..hee* miss ya..c u tml..haha..
BABY PRINCE..!! i love you so much..!! i'll always stay by ur side..hee..miss ya loadx..~! *though u r beside mi now..hee*
opps..mothers' day is dis sun..!! oh man..haven get my mum pressie..owe so many ppl pressie..haha..2day dotter bday..HAPPY 16TH BDAY..!! haha..wah..can watch NC16 shows..hee hmm..my mum's bday comin oso..die la..dun noe wat 2 get 4 her sia..so difficult..!! haix..shall discuss wif frdx n sis..hee..
thinking of you @ 1:59 PM
Monday, May 02, 2005
I MISS YOU..
thinking of you @ 9:10 PM
Sunday, May 01, 2005
k..im suppose 2 study now..but well..parents not hm..n hand gt itchy 2 net..haha..cos since start of sch seldom come here le..haha..tink wkends come ba..yeah..
yest had a 'talk' wif mum..it didnt go e way i wanted..i didnt get 2 tell her how i reali felt.. she juz went on n on..sigh..i dun get her leh..but well..4get it i dun wanna tink abt unhappy stuff le.. yest evening had dinner wif grandparents @ dragon gate resturant @ habour front..whole evening was smsin frdx..den my ah ma say, 'wei ling mei you chi de, yi zhi wan dian hua.' haha.. well was in a bad mood ma..i tink my mum can tell la..yupx..my dad leh..i dun noe..but yest i heard sth which hurt mi so bad..oh well..
im dreading wed 2 come yet i wan wed 2 come..4 a reason..onli baby prince noes y ba..but mi n baby say ok le..yupx..i miss him so badly..!! I LOVE YOU ALWAYS..no matter wat e outcome is..
thinking of you @ 11:34 AM